As I was desperately looking for comfort when I felt like I was dying, I clung onto & gave a substantial portion of charitable tithings to four churches because the U.S. Government and The People were and still are draining the life out of me while watching my life being torn apart. Todate, I have not been spared from being forced to suffer grief and false hope. And, I have to live like there is no tomorrow while witnessing other people have bright futures.
Once I counted how many times G-d said in the Bible, "Do not oppress the widow, the fatherless, the stranger, and the poor..." 200 TIMES! (TWO-HUNDREDxxx)! Yet, NO ONE CARES OR IS "OUTRAGED" about the horrors of oppression that beats us down! Matter of fact, they make me feel the world is a better place without me and I don't have the right to live.
The "religious" and the "social conservatives" are a bunch of hypocrites in EVERY MATTER PRESENTED IN THE BIBLE and they are just another agency of people bent on stealing any happiness people try to find. They are the ones who are unhappy in their own marriages. They are probably latent homosexuals. So straight people, go home and beat your wives.